Thursday, May 13, 2010

Tryin Something New






Trying out a new hobby to see if I have any kind of talent in it. I am addicted so it would really suck if my projects were no good. :) Hope everyone enjoys

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

When will my past end and my future begin?


So I have been battling on how to let go of things, events, people, memories, etc. from my past and continue to move on with my life from this day on. I can't explain how hard it is to let go of someone that I constantly see on a daily basis. I may not interact or talk to that person. Not anymore at least. I would like to say that we were as close as best friends. More like we were siblings. Then a series of events changed things between us slowly. Then one day it was all gone. No friend. No sibling. No Love. So how do I move on? I think to myself to concentrate on my kids needs, my needs, and my husbands needs. I think I have done well for myself so far. But its always that hour or so in between the morning and night that I see that face and everything comes rushing back. And then i found this quote;
"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are." Bernice Johnson Reagon
I am not gonna let this challenge of mine take over my life. I will overcome the deceitful words and actions towards me and find the reason behind why this happened. I will move on my my family and make the most of my life without anyone to hold back my hope and aspirations to be a better me.